Change is so damn good...

Haven't been around for a while now...Not my fault - busy scedule...Not much going on either...Just stopped liking my bestie(which now I should call ex-bestie,right?)...And passed my german exams...Change came this year and screwed up my life but I must admit I really needed it...I was stuck there not moving just breathing and change punched me in the face and made me realize some things I should have realized long ago...My ex bestie for example...Jeez she's a total stranger to me today...She's desperately trying to fit in a company and so she started smoking (which sucks!),started watching movies she didn't really like, stopped eating some kinds of food that her new "friends" don't like, etc...She also started saying bad things about me behind my back - something I never expected from her...I must admit I broke down...I've been crying every single night for a month or something...But then one day I woke up and decided not to care,after all she's not the person I used to know and adore...So I decided to let change come in...I changed my haircut,my clothes,my room and most of all I decided not to let anyone ever again walk all over me...Oh well I must admit now I'm happy...I have friends and i may sound mean but I really know that one day she'll understand that she had a diamond and she threw it away just to gather some random stones...Ok,that's all...I got it out!