My life those days...

Ok,must admit things are tough(that's exacty the reason I adapted "The president of ppl with crappy lives" from Grey's)...I feel like I have no time at all and exhausted...Some days I can't even get out of bed because of the tiredness...Should expect that...Two freakin important english exams coming the next 4 months,german exams coming and school tests are driving me nuts...I really need a break...And like I didn't have all those stuff I had a panic attack again...It's like the third one this school year...This time while we were doing a speaking for my english exams...I hate the symptoms - this whole sweating and shaking,then my heart is pounding so hard it hurts,the sensation of smothering and last but not least the dizzines...Pfff...Sucks big time...Oh well at least I have some peace and quiet in my personal life and I'm all glued back together now...Mary (used to be a good friend since 3rd grade but now we're like besties) and I have a lot of fun...We go out,we study,we talk and do almost everything together...Now you may be wondering why the buck am I talking about her...Well,just when my ex-bestie got that I don't give a damn about her anymore and I'm so over all the things she did to me tried to tear us apart and take Mary by her side which of course didn't work cos Mary never betrayed me and she didn't really want to try that now...She saw that and she went and did another stupid,idiotic thing that I'm no gonna write down right now cos I'm pretty bored...She's pathetic if she thinks she is bringing me down this time...I made a mistake by breaking down once not gonna do that again for a person who doesn't deserve it after all...Anywayz blah,blah,blah,who cares?Btw tomoz no school!!!Awesomely awesome!!Going to wake up late and watch Grey's Anatomy and maybe finish the book I'm reading atm and then go meet Mary (that day rocks ♥)...Now going to bed...*yawn*